; moments of solitary.

1:36 PM Oh god, what have I got myself into.

8:51 PM Red rain was AWESOME!
xDD

Hmmms..
I accompanied Jamie and aunty to view houses in the morning.
Pretty. :)

Then a lot of funny things happened.
Hahas..

Like, the doctor who cut the boy's head with electric driller and saved him.
Plastic in sotong. :/
And others la.
I'm just too lazy to blog.
Not in the mood. ):

We ate Fish n' co.
Suberb.
Especially the grilled calamari and soup. ^^
We didnt finish the food though.
'cause they serve so slowly we were full already. :X

Then walked walked and da bao food home for honey and went home.
^^

Rushed like mad 'cause didnt expect them to meet so early.
Or should I say I was late? :/

But thanks to adrian and matthew for waiting for us. ^^
Meet them at paya lebar station.
Hahas..

Church is so near to the station.
Just a traffic light away.
:X

Then went into church.
The lift was scary like playing in those amusement park.
:/

Honey scared me by saying that I can fall down from the 12th floor at the corridor.
=.=
But luckily it was sealed up. xDD
Hahas..

Went into church and there was A LOT OF PEOPLE!
I think arounf 1300 people? :/
We had some sms contest, and counted down to REDRAIN!

The opening was great!
Everyone was high and honey screamed into my ear.
:/

Okay, I didnt jump nor scream at the start.
Sort of awkward or shy i think. :XX
Hahas..

Then after a few songs Evelyn and Michael Turner told their story with Jesus in their life.

I cried.
I was too much Jesus could do for us.
He was there not only for me, but for everyone.
If you could believe in him.

I reflected how much he had helped me through my tough times and when i needed a support.
Without him, I wouldn't be who I am today.
I wouldn't be here at all.

Okay.
Enough of that, it's making me cry again. :/

Then a short interval and we stood up again.
^^

We all went jumping, screaming and have fun!
I end up having not much voice left. :X
Anyway, I wanted to hear them sing "Stranger". ):

Wanted to go for today's concert as well.
But woke up late.
))':

I had lots of fun and I am sure to go for next year's concert! xDDDD

Pictures.
We were playing too much didnt take too much photos.
:XX

-RED RAIN!

9:34 PM Though I haven't got back all my papers, left with literature, I think I don't mind revealing my results. :X

wednesday I got back,

Chinese:
Paper I (应用文- 15.5/20) (作文- 33/50)
Paper II (53.5/70)
口试 (34/40)
听力 (16/20)
Total- 76% (A1)

Mathematics:
Paper I (58/80)
Paper II (78.5/100)
Total- 75.8% (A1)

POA:
78.5% (A1)

C. Science:
83.6% (A1)

- Biology:
Sect. A (14/20)
Sect. B (32/35)
Sect. C (13/20)
Total- 78.6%

- Chemistry:
Sect. A (19/20)
Sect. B (29.5)
Sect. C (18/20)
Total- 88.6%

I knew I used up all my luck yesterday.
So I didn't do too well for the papers I got back today. :/

Today's paper,

C. Humanities:
56.6% (C5)

- Social studies:
17/30 (56.6%)

- History:
17/30 (56.6%)

English:
Paper I (Free writing- 14+2/30) (situational writing- 14+1/30)
Paper II (Questions- 18/25) (Summary- 14+2/25)
Total: 59% (C5)

Well, at least I passed all.
Very happy le.. ^^

left with literature.
Hope I can at least pass.

I'm bored.
I think I can finish my maths file today.
^^

But I wanna double check, so asked for extention.
Actually I'm only left with revision exercise 2 and 5.1 only.
Hahas.
I can finish in 1 hour.
xDD


~ REDRAIN!

3:33 PM I'm super happy today.
Hahas.

School was just getting back our papers, went for a like exhibition and a talk.

I'm happy 'cause my effort paid off..
Actually at first I couldn't believe it..
I went looking at the marks again and again.
But luckily the marks are correct.
Hahas.

I shall reveal my results tomorrow when I got back all my papers.
But I have a feeling I'm going to flunk all papers. :(

That about all. ^^

7:20 PM Hahas!

I'm super happy now.
Okay, I think since yesterday. ^^

I haven't weigh my weight (is this how the sentence should sound?) since the last time in school.
I didn't dare to.
'cause I thought I was gaining weight all this while.
:X

Then I was sweeping the while talking to mummy and I saw the weighing thingy, and I stepped on it..
:X
I'm only like 45, and I just ate dinner. (i cooked diinner btw, :X)

I was 48 I think.
FAT.

Mummy is like 50 now.
So thin can.
No wonder she keep say I'm going to stretch her clothes.
xP

So I'm now like 44.
Hahas. ^^

7:20 PM Hahas!

I'm super happy now.
Okay, I think since yesterday. ^^

I haven't weigh my weight (is this how the sentence should sound?) since the last time in school.
I didn't dare to.
'cause I thought I was gaining weight all this while.
:X

Then I was sweeping the while talking to mummy and I saw the weighing thingy, and I stepped on it..
:X
I'm only like 45, and I just ate dinner. (i cooked diinner btw, :X)

I was 48 I think.
FAT.

Mummy is like 50 now.
So thin can.
No wonder she keep say I'm going to stretch her clothes.
xP

So I'm now like 44.
Hahas. ^^

8:31 PM Monster inc is super nice. ^^

Boo!
Cute!
xDD

11:19 PM O.o

Found some photos in my com. ^^




4:56 AM So many times when I needed help and I do not know who to turn to for help.
It just seem like no one was there.
It just feels like being put into a dark room, the exit is just there in front of you but it is so dark you cannot find the path to it.
And you end up bruised all over, head to toe, and still trapped in there.

It is the desperate for help, which gives you the mental breakdown.
But who cares?
Nobody would bother just to reach out a hand to help you up.

Like stuck in a bog, you will be left there; the more you try to struggle, without help, you just sink deeper in.

两年说长不长，说短不短，可是就这样在转眼间，过了。
两年前得我，两年前得你，都已不是现在的我们了。

我找不回当时我爱上的那个你。
会陪我，会疼我的那个你。
如果真的能追回，要我跑多远都行。

我在妄想吧...
失去的要不回，才是它珍贵的地方吧。

只能怪自己太笨，太傻，太纵容你。
现在说什么都于事无补了。
只好走一步算一步吧...




11:13 AM Rushed home right after POA paper.
Hailed a cab and I don't know what kaisheng is laughing about.
:/

Woohooooo~
The torturing period is finally over.
Hahas.

Suppose to be watching x-men with honey later.
But from his face I can tell he don't wish to go.
But he was the one who wanted to watch the movie.
Hai~

I'm dead.
I can't balance all the questions for POA hope I still get my working marks.
):

Aiai..
You want to watch movie tomorrow?
I can't wait till monday. ):



~ 好想大哭一场，醒来了就什么也不记得了。

2:17 AM I'm suppose to be in bed now.
But I can't stop thinking about Math's paper.
):

Maths is ......
I can't find a word to describe today's paper.
2h 30min.
I thought it should be more than enough to finish the paper, check like 198 times.
But I finish the paper leaving only 2 minutes allowance, and question I totally have no idea how to attempt.

I think math's a killer.
Killed me once in Paper I and now the same thing happen for paper II.
Grrrrr.

I haven't forgot abput my promise.
It's been on my mind all these while.
But with my now, half-given-up attitude, how am I going to get on?

And tomorrow's biology paper, I've given up hope.
All I can do is pray hard that the questions is not going to be too difficult to conquer.

Carbohydrates metabolism, Amino acids metabolism, Fat metabolism, Fat digestion, storage, break down of red blood cell and breakdown of alcohol.

I never ever encountered questions from this part of the chapter, I don't even remember being taught this.

I need to go get some sleep.
Good luck people, goodnight.



6:18 PM I spent like 3 hours arranging the photo.
Haven't arranged photos for very long liao.
I seem to like always upload the whole chunk of photos together.
:/

And I know my blog dont really have any photos.
So this post have quite a bit of photos.
Hahas..

I wanted to post one photo a day to entertain you people.
But I'm too lazy. :/

Oh yeah..
My room is tidied up now.
it was this messy 2 days ago,