; moments of solitary.

9:26 PM why is it that they've been through so much to be together and such things have to happen.
)):

Was watching MIT and cried the whole 2 episode.
Sigh..

Life is so unfair.
So what's the point of living on?

4:28 PM this is the 2 storey one.
Hahas..






-Everybody knows

2:50 PM Hmmms..
Had chinese paper today.
can't say it's easy, and it's not too difficult too.
So I should say, pretty managable?
Hahas..

Did gong han, and bao zhang bao dao.
Damn stupid.
I was planning on the question paper then I end up writing my whole bao zhang bao dao on the question paper.
=.=

Anyway, I have only 1 hour left.
Then rushed copying out the bao zhang bao dao and write the gong han out.
Almost have cramp again.
I mean my hand.
Then finished 5mins before time's up..
So went to check my bao zhang bao dao.
almost every 2 sentence there's 1 wrong word.
Sigh..

Now I know what's 'yu su ze bu da'.
Can't type in chinese In this window don't know why.

Anyway, I really like the cloze passage de passage.
The about books de..
Hahas..

So who's going for the Chalet?
eh..
Maybe I should just book a room with honey so they have more space?
The guys' room confirm very packed.
Then girls room don't know who's staying in..
LOLS..

Oh my god!
I'm watching some crazy taiwan show.
call circus action.
=.=

Crazy people have sissy contest.
Wear skirt compete long jump.
Play ren yao da pai Qiu, then lose one point take off something from you.
Then wear high heel run on the gym de track.
Overall who lose then have to act as girl for 1 whole day.

Then the guy wear bra, leggings, skirt, pink wig and make up..
Super disgusting.
I think I have nothing better to do lor.

then don't know put what tampon into the guy where then go swimming.
Crazy lor..

Then go shopping at market then the aunties all asking what's wrong with him.
LOLS.
Obviously mad right.
Then force him to eat the deer's ahem ahem..
Then don't know say what then go boil the thing.
Then eat or what.
Rubbish show.

I'm off to watch MIT..
Hahas..

7:35 PM my hands are all bruised.
):

how am I suppose to write for tomorrow's exam.
Sigh....

6:41 PM had english paper today.
I'm like a little not up to standard today.
)):
I have no idea why.

I keep writing on and on and on and on.......
Till the end I just tell myself, anything la..
Not out of point can liao.
=.=
WTH.
Damn angry with myself lor..
What's wrong with me..
Sigh...

Comprehension was pretty easy.
Except when the pain sort of took over my brain.
I can't think.
Was dying already..

I think the worst pain physically I can get is cramps.
Really will beng kui.
):

So summary also don't know what I'm doing.
I have 13 'endure discomfort' and 2 'difficulties'.
I then write till the end I don't know what I'm doing liao.
):



















































What if I'm no longer around?

5:42 PM Tell me, when is the world ever fair?

Damn!
I wanted to blog about something and one minute later I forgot totally about it..
=.=

Maybe update later.
Urghhhhh..

3:49 PM 'guys are sleeping dinosaurs.'
By miss liem.
Hahas.

How true.
I believe they'll never wake up till a particular incident happens and leave a great impact on their life.
But...
Who knows when.

Anyway.
I have something to blog about.
But I have no time.
I need to study, watch hotshot and MIT.
Read finish my books.
too many things to do..
):

Oh ya..
Miss liem also mentioned that singaporeans work like mad dog(?!)
While americans cannot work too hard.
They say they must go off at 5.
LOLS.

I'm hungry!

6:16 PM hey wan hsien,
If you can't find my previous post, this is it..
Hahas.
^^



6:16 PM hey wan hsien,
If you can't find my previous post, this is it..
Hahas.
^^



5:54 PM I wanna learn reggae again.
):

I wanna go learn singing.
I wanna learn ice-skating.
I wanna start make-up course.
I wanna learn nail art.
I wanna start going for brace.

So many things to do..
Need lotsa lotsa money.
)))))))':

5:01 PM I wanna go shopping!
))':

But I'll have to wait till after exams.
Nevermind..
Shall bear with it..
After exams no stress, happier shopping.
xDD

I want,
Glossy black wallet or bag.
coach/guess wallet.
More ruffles design.
More halter, bare-back.
Dresses.
Red checkered.
More satin material clothes.
Converse pink high cut.
Find my gold t-strap slippers (bought from jusco and lost it when I reach home. =.= haven't wore it even once eh.)
More Blossomz.
More gold and pink.
More lace.
More black.
More bling blings.

Hahas.
Just want to remind myself what to buy.
Hmmms..
where else to shop other than far east?

9:59 PM If I'm given the chance to choose again, I'll still make the same choice.




9:03 PM Shut Up.
It's not like you're very good at teaching your daughter.

What's wrong with people nowadays?
urghh..

7:17 PM okay..
I'm now officially a mugger.
=.=

I think I sleep at around 2 plus everyday just to study.
and I used to think it's stupid.
'cause my effort never paid off.
So I'm tired of doing all these.
But now I realise I have to be more determine to do it..

So the bad thing is that.
I'm having dark rings around my eyes and bad skin condition again.
It's like a routine.
Everytime when exams are around the corner, things are like that.

I think I need to find a day to shop TheFaceShop for help.
Though now masks are working.
Hahas..

And I wanna go shopping.
I'm going to keep myself at home to study for Exam.
And save money at the same time.
hahas..

I shall go for movie marathon with honey but if he refuse (which I won't be surprised), then I'll go for movie marathon, shopping spree and kboxing with aiai.
Hahas!

7:13 PM WOAH..
I'm blogging again.
^^

Didn't blog yesterday 'cause I was busy?
Hahas..

honey was not well so I went to school alone.
Ask you go see specialist le you don't want lor.
):

Had listening compre during chinese.

Then ticked for the people who had to re-run 2.4 during pe.
And someone made me wanna puke.
Yuck..

went through some situational writing common errors during english period.
I can't hand my english comprehension 'cause I haven't finish.
And it's bad..
But I manage to finish it during the literature free period and hand it in before miss sng went home.
Hahas..

same as usual, ss is all about copying notes.
The more I think about it, I feel as though I'm bound to flunk ss this mid year exambut I really cant.
Oh man....
Sigh..

POA is just revision.
The book of prime entry.
Quite managable for me..
Just afraid that I won't have enough time to help honey with it.
But bit by bit should be okay.
I realise I tend to do homework very late at night.
If you are curious about the things I'm doing between after school and when I start doing my work, it's absolutely nothing!
Maybe sometimes blogging.
Sigh..

I need to start revising with honey.
)):

It's not that I don't have mood to do so,
I think I'm just plain lazy.
I just want to do it just before I sleep.
Will tell you what happened last night before I sleep in awhile.
Damn funny. :X

we learned graph sketching during maths.
Actually I don't know if the questions given are homework questions or just practice questions.
Then I realise only after one part then mr toh will give homework questions.
So I did the question in my notebook.

okay,
I was doing the questions on my bed for the blanket 'cause I was cold.
:X

Then left with the last 2 questions only then I start to feel sleepy.
Then I don't know what I'm doing also.
I wanted to write a '4' on the tb then I fell asleep.
LOLS!

I was awaken by a message from honey.
hahas.
Then I saw my tb the spot where I want to write the 4 have scribbles.
Hahas!

really cannot take it then I went to sleep.
Left with one last question then I did it during maths lesson.
Hahas..

That's about all for yesterday.

I woke up this morning at around 6 hearing rain.
Then I don't know how, went back to la la land.

Wake up at 7.
Die liao lor.
Quickly prepare than take cab rushed to school.
Then left my umbrella on the floor to dry.
Hahas.
With many other umbrella..
^^

First period chemistry.
I'm starting to like chem..
Damn fun.
I'm like kind of very different from people.
(eh.. I just realise I can't say it here. Okay, shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you heard nothing..)

Ummms.
Got back chem paper.
I thought honey will have highest.
But I got it..
Hahas..

Happy yeah..
Honey was very upset about 'ensure a smooth boiling'.
I thought I sounded correct to me as well.
But mr ramesh is either fussy, or did it on purpose.
Though I don't understand why.

Then went through the questions that I fell asleep drawing them.
Hahas..
Got some wrong, and I think it's stupid mistake..

POA again revision.
But bank reconciliation.
I have a feeling honey forgot all the things I've taught already.
And its terrible.
))))))):
sigh..

MT went through test paper.
Didn't do very well.
76%
Just nice a1.
Sigh..

Ate pie kia leftover from yesterday..
And drank I milk that tasted weird.
:X

English got back situational writting.
Terrible.
Only 17.

and honey is definitely very upset about his result.
:(

History.
I don't know why wan hsien keep laughing at miss paul.
:X

Saw the jew's body.
Eek..
And hitler is sick,
But I think his tactics are really powerful..

Then did 2 exercise of maths during free period..

Then went for SIP and finished another exercise.
I'm so proud of myself.
Hahas!!!

I think last week a still owe r.ex 2, 3.3, 3.4, r.ex 3, 4.1, 4.2, 4.3, 4.4 and r.ex 4.4.
Now I'm only left with r.ex 2, 4.4 and r.ex 4 only.
Hahas..

Honey's stucked at r.ex 2.
Shall help him later.

And guys.
I didn't do his homework for him.
I don't even do notes for him.
I merely teach and I think the only thing I will write for him is the files' content page.
=.=

And I really need to buck up..
'cause just now just before I go off from SIP, miss soon asked about my result.
Then I say only fail english and she got a Damn big reaction.
:X

So I can't fail anything.
Or I think she'll surely come after me..

okay okay.
I need to go do my things already.

8:36 PM I really do envy people with good family terms.
Sigh..

What to do?
I can't help anymore.
Too late.
And I don't know a thing about what they want.
Which is really irritating.
Sigh..

aiyo..
I really wish I own a car.
Then I don't have to wait so long for public transport.
The travelling time is really a waste since I can't read.
'cause I'll vomit or something.
Then I can't sleep.
I don't want to miss my stop and waste more time and I can't sleep on train like so mei xing xiang..

I think I only slept once on train.
One day after dance.
Really very tired.
I reach home whole body pain.
Can't even walk properly.
Then after I bathed I fall asleep on my bed with my hair all wet.
=.=
so I wake up with very messy hair.
LOLS..

Back to the topic.
Oh..
With car I can keep going out.
Hahas..

I'm going to save money for my driving licence and money to go australia to study.
Hahas..

I'm looking forward to it..
^^
I'll need to go get a job during holidays first.
Hahas..

Hmmms..
I realise I tend to blog whenever I'm free.
But with all the words, is anybody going to read what I write.
):

But the problem is I don't have photos in honey's phone.

6:33 PM I'm at honey's house now.
I'm suppose to be doing my comprehension now.
But I just don't feel like doing it..
I'm tired.

tomorrow's monday.
That's bad.
Awww..

Exam's in 2 weeks' time.
I need to do revision already.
Should have started long ago.
sigh..

I think everything should be quite managable except for c.Humanities.

need to memorize a lot a lot.
):

I hope mr toh will give past year exam papers or mock papers.
I need it for practice.

Hmmms...
I need more practice for bio and chem as well.

I'm going down to buy fries for honey now.
How nice of me.
xDD

He just ate the porridge I cooked and he's still hungry.

'WLAN network not found'
Oh my.
I totally forgot that I can't use internet here.
Lols..
Nevermind..

I'm so tired.
Can I slim down please.
Haven't been doing my before-sleep routine.
Replaced with warm-up..
Damn painful stretching.
But will help with my dance.
And I'm very very close to my right split.
If no because of my old, untreated, neglected injury, I should be able to do the split already.
Another wrong step taken.
:X

no matter what, I really need to exercise.
I wanna go learn dance.
Need money..
)):

Still thinking about reggae, lyrical or latin.
But honey's going to object me learning latin.
'cause touch here touch there. :X
Hahas..

Just recalled an incident in class.
Wan hsien, clara, hua feng and we were chatting.
During free period of course.
Talked about where I learn dance etc.
Then wan hsien ask me to learn latin lor.
'cause nice.
Hahas..

Then I say honey don't allow.
She ask me secretly go learn.
then I laugh..

After that I go and tell honey about it..
Then guess what he say.
LOLS..

'you try lor'
Then I keep laughing.
'cause I knew what he will say and we won't hide things from each other.
Isn't that the most important thing?
^^

O.o
Just saw shiwei.
Talked a bit about class.
And I'm glad I chose to stay another year.
'cause I'm really doing good.
^^

Anyway, I'm in the lift le..
Hahas..
I blogged the whole trip to buy 2 packets of fries.
At 2 different stalls.

I think I'll stop here.
Actually, I've something else to blog about.
Maybe mext time.
It'll be nicer with photos.
^^

7:49 PM

7:47 PM Grabbed from Sien Yee's blog.
xDD




7:00 PM I'm telling you this seriously.

If she's going to step into this house one step, I'm going to go.
And you dont expect to see me for the rest of your life.

FCUKED OFF!

She's just a slut, what do you actually see in her?
Well, should i say, what does she see in you?

Use your brain please.

6:12 PM Hmmms..

Just some photos.
'cause i dont know how to blog photos with honey's phone.
Hahas..




8:49 PM I'm so glad I struggled through the week.
Hahas!

I Think tests are driving me crazy.
but I like it that I'm receiving good results everytime I get back my test papers.
^^

Monday: POA, maths
Tuesday: social studies, chinese (absent. So VR for ss and took chinese on wednesday)
Wednesday: phew* no tests.
Thursday: english situational writing, chinese
Friday: chemistry

why is that we have the rule of no more than 6 test per week when all the teachers are ignoring it?
There's no point having the rule.

This is ridiculous.
We're all going to go berserk.

And we totally have no test next week other than chinese listening compre..

This is killing me..
argh..

8:23 PM Huhu..
You people are sorelosers.

Oh I just forget, you're too pro to know all these.
xDD

Do you even know the word sarcasm?

Hmmms..
Well, at least one is grateful..

and this is why I think gamers have no life.
Why waste time on games.
do you know what's prior to your life?

Because you have your brain stuck in the game, I think you jolly well just glue your eyes on the computer screen.

Huhu..
At least honey takes pride in his studies.
though I think there's time wasted, but if he likes it then let him play.
He knows when he should be doing his work,

At least I hope he know.

6:53 PM Hmmms..
School was pretty fine today.
Was late in the morning and I have no idea why I overslept.
Too tired I guess.

Anyway, chinese test paper was pretty tough.
The zong he tian kong's choices are so vague.
Seems like a few choices can all be fitted into the blank.
it's over already.
Stop dwelling about it..

English period.
Clara was complaining about the SIP thing.
Hahas..

Hey clara, I told ya!
Hahas!

Finished up my composition and started on comprehension.
I think I've done the same comprehension before.
But I can practice it again.
^^

Biology.
Mr. Naufal was close to fainting in our class.
I bet he had never taught a class like that.
well, actually, he said that.
Hahas..

Did the visking tubing thingy experiment.
Okay okay.
To mock the small intestine..

POA.
Did the journal thingy again.
I think what's so difficult is the english not the memorizing part.
How am I suppose to know when I'm the buyer, the seller, what overcharged and undercharged.
=.=
Sigh..

Maths..
Did quadratic graphs.
Good to get out of triangles..
:X
But it's the fact that I have no talent to do it.
I just fail to prove the congruency and similarity.

I just like algebra.
Straightforward enough.

chemistry test was quite Manageable.
When mr ramesh ask how we feel about the test, if difficult rise your hand.

Then I saw honey rise his hands.
I was like, =.=
I teach him till so late last night still difficult ah.
Die liao lor. (i mean I die liao lor)

Then I ask why then he give me a puzzled face.
He say he saw mr ramesh rise his hand then thought asking us to keep quiet.
Lols..

Anyway, who was the one who said last question is sublimation?
It's nonsense man..

I'm suppose to be watching the sniper today.
I just woke up this morning thinking.
Why is it so difficult just to watch a movie.
Why I must wei qu myself to beg you to watch with me..

In the end honey don't want to go, he want to use com, so be it..
I don't care.

The next time, I'm just going to ask once and that should be more than enough.
the most will be that I go watch alone.
Though I haven't tried it before but what's the big deal.

I'm not going to let myself do this ever again.
'cause whatever I've said doesn't sink in..

I'm off to eat mac now.
Piping hot mcdelivery.
^^

6:44 PM I'm having a sudden crave for curry fish head now.
:X

Honey is playing WolfTeam again.
I shan't disturb him and go do my homework,
How am I suppose to finish my composition today.
The thought of that makes my headache start again.
=.=

Anyway, I'll still have to do it no matter what.
or miss sng is going to get very angry at me..
And I still have chemistry ws to do..
And maths and chinese homework don't know owed for how long already and still counting.
I really can't do revision exercise 2 and I don't know how to ask mr toh 'cause it's so long overdued homework.
):

okay..
I really need to go do my homework or I'll never be able to complete them.

P.s. I just realised how many grammatical mistakes in my past posts. ):
Sigh... And I'm too lazy to edit them. x(

7:04 PM Ice-Skating~ 4th April 2009

Went for Class outing yesterday.
Was super tired when I reach home at night.
But I really did enjoy myself.
Laugh till mouth pain, stomach pain.
xDDDD

Rushed home to get my necklace straight after school then went to help honey prepare his things.
Then meet at Khatib station.
Wan hsien, Clara, Hua feng, Jia min, Zong ting, Jonathan wong, Jerry, Justin, honey and me.
Took train all the way to Kallang.
Then wanted to take cab.
The uncles all don’t want to take 5 people. ):
But girls were lucky ‘cause the guys got a cab that can sit 5 and they rang the cab to us.
Hahas..

The Uncle then tell us that they don’t take 5 not really because of the summon thingy.
But more on insurance.
So he say if ever there’s an accident, and there’s 5 people on the cab, 1 person just quickly run away.
Then the rest pretend only have 4 people on board. :X
Hahas..

Then went to eat pastamania, while Clare, Hua Feng and Wan Hsien go eat Subway.
I hate subway.
):
I only like their cookies.

Anyway, we went ice-skating after that.
The guys almost backed out ‘cause too expensive.
But they still join in la.
Hahas..

Total is around $175 something. :/

I haven’t skate for a long time liao.
Can’t skate properly.
I feel that guys can get the hang of it faster ‘cause they’re not afraid of falling.
And Clara after that say if she never fall she’ll not dare to skate de.
Hahas..

The girls all skate till damn funny. :/
Sorry…
:XX
‘cause all can’t really skate.
Then slowly we try to skate around without holding the barrier then damn fun.
Hahas..

I fell for the first time eh! ):
Quite painful.
Luckily honey quickly came and helped me up.
Hahas..

Clare fall for around 9 time.
Hahas..
There’s once when we wanted to help her up but the more we help, the more she slide away.
HAHAS!!
Funny..

Then the coach skate pass and ask her to go on her knees then stand up.
Hahas..

So fun we all don’t wanna go.
So we added another hour.
Justin, Jerry, Zong ting and jonathan wong went to first.
Don’t know where they go also.
Lols..

Then the last hour also don’t skate much.
All saying leg pain, etc.
Honey’s ankle there de skin all tear le and very red.
Wan Hsien also.
Clara and my below-toe bone there pain.
And I injured my waist again.
Left side.
Is old injury liao.
Didn’t treat it, now the pain is worst than it used to be.
):

Anyway we all really had fun.
xDDD

Though all broke in the end.
Hahas.

Then after much discussion, we went to bottle tree park for dinner.
Ordered Butter Sotong, Cereal prawn, sweet n’ sour pork, prawn paste chicken, Kang kong and claypot tofu.
Not very nice.
Not even average.

Even the service was really bad.
After ordering, the menu is still left on the table.
After asking her to clear.
She removed one.
Then the other one? For me to keep for her?
What nonsense.
Anyway, the menu is there till we leave.

Then the water.
We ordered 2 jug of ice water.
Then we all tasted a weird taste in the water.
So I told the person.
If there’s nothing they can do, then fine.
I’m okay with it.
‘cause they get the water for everyone from the same container ya.

But the person keep argue with me then say okay okay.
But leave the jug on the table behind me and just don’t care.
WHAT KIND OF ATTITUDE IS THIS?
I really can’t stand it.

The food is really not nice.
I won’t go there again lor.

Then we keep talk about funny things then damn funny.
I laugh till very tired.
LOLS..

Can’t say the content here.
Not convenient.
:/

After dinner, we went by the lake and play funny thing.
SHHHHH. :XX
Hahas..

Hmmms..
Then very tired liao but accompany Jerry go fetch Tiffanie then take 811 to interchange.
Really very tired I was sleep on the bus and I keep hitting my head on the poles, etc.
:XX






5:44 PM CIP~ 24th March 2009

Was really tired during lesson, keep wanting to sleep.
But I didn’t, which is good.
Hahas..

Got back our report books.
Was quite happy with my results except for POA.
I was about to vomit blood talking to Miss Liem.
She say she choose different test for different people.
But why my test 2 is 95?
I don’t have a 19/20 for tests.
Then she refuse to tell me how she calculate.
So how am I suppose to check my marks?
)’:

English: D7
Maths: A1
Science: A1
Chinese: B4
History + SS: C5
Literature: B4
POA: A1

Chinese was quite disappointing too.
Could have done better.
))’:

Honey scored highest for English and POA in the whole level.
And I shan’t claim credits.
‘Cause I teach him all except this 2 subject.
Hahas..
And he really improved a lot.
^^

Went to Ju Eng Home for CIP after school.
Wasn’t very excited or something.

But I was really really glad we were there to make their day.
We sang 3 songs, Dui mian de nv hai kan guo lai, Ji ba ban and Love me.
Performed 2 times for different groups of old people.
The second time we only sang the first 2 song.
And KaiSheng was dancing in front of the whole group of us.
Hahas..
FUNNY!

Honey couldn’t catch the breaking moments.
:S
Not fast enough.
Or the guys are too fast.
Hahas..

Then interacted with them, took lots of photos.
^^

Then some people went to the kitchen to help peel potato.
Honey is the photographer of the day, so needa go take photos.
Behind the kitchen is a small garden.
So honey went to take picture, I think Mr Toh ask him to?
Not sure. :/

Nice pictures.
xDD
Oh ya. Some is taken with Mr Toh’s camera.
‘Cause honey’s camera no batt.
Hahas..

Oh ya!
The fish there is damn damn damn fat and big.
It’s quite scary actually.
=.=
Really very big.
Have a too good life.
They’re so fat they swim damn slow.
:XX
Hahas..

Oh..
Miss Paul scolded the boys about playing at the swing.
Then after that, she went to sit there with Jiamin and co.
Hahas..

Mr Toh ask honey to take evidence.
LOLS..