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22 June 2008
我现在才知道你对我有多好. 我不懂我现在开始好好的爱你，还来不来得及. 我知道我以前很任性, 爱发小孩子脾气. 动不动就惹你生气. 我以后都不敢了. 对不起. Dear dear.. 我真的想一直这样下去. 到以后我们可以结婚，生孩子. 我好怕. 真的好怕. 万一有什么事, 你一定要好好的照顾自己. 对不起. 我从来都不是一个很好的女朋友. 谢谢你一直都很体谅我, 很疼我, 很爱我. 我怕这一切都太迟了. 对不起. P.S. 为什么人总是要等到失去了才会去珍惜. 谁读到这篇话都好, 希望你能够好好的珍惜眼前的人和东西. 保重. I'll make you pay for everything you did. Fuck off you bitch. I'm blogging again. ^^ Hmmms.. Let's talk about yesterday. Went for dance with my sis.. I totally forgot about my injury la. Then was doing the stretching when I felt super-duper painful. :XX But after that was fine. Only till this morning the pain came back. The muscle aching.. Then no choice but to look for my knee guard again. Stupid lor.. >< But anything else was great. ^^ mastered almost all the steps in 2 hours. Hahas.. But still need more practice. Dancing with JJ de 'Jiu shi wo'. And learnt 3 techniques so far. . Bounce . Kick-Step-Step . Groove 10 June 2008
Went K box with Crystal and sis today. Hahas.. So long didn't sing le. Enjoyed myself. ^^Then went to shop shop at AMK hub. Nothing much happened ba? Recently really very stressed up. Hai~ Just forgive for able to blog properly. :XX Photos then. I'm SICK of being like that. :((    ♥ Didn't know honey took this till i was playing with his phone. xD     ♥ We took the Klunch pakage so included lunch.Wasn't too bad. ^^ Just that the air con is too cold. The food will like just take out from fridge de. xDD        09 June 2008
I shouldn't continue my life and misery. Sometimes i really wonder why that fucking few box of panadol didn't kill me. :XX I think 2 or 3 box of extra strong panadol. Screw them. >< >< Should have killed me. I don't wanna live anymore. What's the point of living on when the person you love doesn't even care. You're so sick that you're gonna faint anytime on the streets or, if you're lucky, at home. And nobody cares. Not at all. Not only me. I guess every girl's gonna freak out. I really feel that all these time i had after that incident, was borrowed time. Bits and pieces of me is changing. Till now, a drastic change. I couldn't even recognize this is me. I think the incident went like... It was chinese new year and i went with mummy and mei to the RC under crystal's block. Then mummy went to sing, and we're left at the void deck to play with candles and sparkles. I was smsing JS and was some sort of zai su ku. Saying how bad life was these few months. My eyes was brimming with tears. So I couldn't continue staying with them. I don't wanna be a spoiler. At least they're having fun. I don't want them to stop because of me. Then asked daddy to drive me home first. Worst still i was left alone at home. The more i'll think to the bad side of things. And the stupid penknife don't know why cut le, bleed so much le, Nothing happen de. Still need clean the table somemore. >< stupid panadol also don't work de. Say not more than 8 tablets de. I don't know eat how many 8 tablets and ate some other don't want tablets together. I think flu and cough all that. >< >< then end up in bed. Don't know is fall asleep on the desk or faint don't know where de. Then is morning le. Need to go school. Luckily not late. >< Then reach school jiu bei dar dar scold. JS go tell her de la.. Hai~ From then on, i'm not myself anymore. I thought i should be more appreciative of my life after that, but i feel like dying even more. Hai~ i never liked this feeling. 08 June 2008
Hahas.. Like there's damn lots of photos not posted.. :XX Went for a parents' night dinner yesterday. The food was not bad. Best of all was the Emcee. Hahas.. He's Hao Hao. He can sing both guy and girl part of the song. Girl part as in use girl de voice. Then halfway through the program he went to change into girl de clothes. I thought was another person la! So xiang girl lor. >< >< Okay okay.. Photos now. Since I'm not really in the mood to blog. Hahas..     ♥ Shit.. I look as if I've got no body. :XX             03 June 2008
      Not really in the mood to blog. But I still want to blog about this. ^^ I cooked spaghetti for the first time! Hahas.. It's nice okay.. Just some pictures to end the post. ^^ Oh ya. I injured my leg while doing something stupid a few days ago. ><    
Honey say the spaghetti was nice too. ^^ 01 June 2008
Honey.. 2. What does the last text message in your inbox say, and who's it from? Go eat otah together.. :XX From honey. 3. What's a happy time you've had in the past week? Hmmms.. The time with him. 4. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again? Don't know? 5. Who do you like to spend your nights with? Uh? =.= 6. Are you an emotional person? Duhh.. 7. Are you self-conscious? I suppose so.. 8. What's something that can always make you feel better? Hugs.. :)) 9. Do you keep a diary? This.. 10. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? Nopes i guess. 11. Who do you feel the most comfortable around? ... 12. Favourite flavour of vitamin water? Grape? 13. One thing you're looking forward to? Thursday's dance lesson! 14. How do you feel about change? Depends.. 15. What are you not looking forward to? Being fat. >< 16. What are your plans for your next birthday? I thought he's suppose to plan it? xDD 17. Do you even care about your birthday? Not really. It's just a normal day to others.. Who would care. 18. Do you think anyone out there loves you? Uh? 19. Do you still talk to the last person you last kissed? Duhh.. 21. When is the next time you'll make out with somebody? Huh? 22. Who's the second person on your missed calls list ? I just deleted the list. :X 23. What is your favourite ringtone on your phone? Whatever that's nice. 24. What were you doing at midnight last night? Watching tv. 25. What is the last thing you ate? Mummy's pumpkin fried rice. YUMMY! 26. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Yes! 27. What color are the curtains of your room? White and pink. 28. If you could push one person off of a mountain, who would it be? No one offended me to deserve that. And I believe no one would. 29. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Bugis street. 30. Is anything bothering you right now? What will happen during the lesson. :X 31. What's the weirdest thing you've ever heated up in a microwave? Food! What else? >< But i left a spoon in the bowl. :X 32. Are you a cuddler? Uh? 33. Does anything hurt on your body right now? Left wrist and right leg. 34. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? I think I did. :XX 35. Have you ever seen a zebra? Yeahh.. In zoo? 36. Are you offended by dumb blond jokes? Nahh. 37. What happens tomorrow? Don't know. Remedial. 38. If you could go back and change something, would you? Definitely.. 39. What does your hair look like right now? Messy. 40. Has anyone disappointed you recently? Don't know. 41. Will this weekend be a good one? Think so.. 42. How did you get the idea for your myspace name? I don't use MYSPACE. 43. What is your favorite number? Don't have luhh. 44. Look to your right what do you see? My baby. xD 45. Do you get attached to people easily? Huh? 46. Why are you online? 'Cause I've got nothing to do. 47. What happened a year ago from today? Can't remember. 48. Have you ever been to Florida? Nopes.. 49. Are you looking forward to tomorrow? I don't think so. I've got no event for tomorrow. 50. If you could ask God for one thing, what would you ask for? Hmmms... 51. Whats one thing thats heavily weighing on your mind? If I can really fulfil it this time round..
~ANGELA `♥
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