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31 May 2008

8:45 PM

I'm bored so I did this stupid quiz thingy..
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Hai~

1. Do you wish to get married?
Of course..

2. What do you want the most now?
Forget about this regret thingy.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Myself? Pathetic uh? xDD

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Duhh~ Nopes..

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Dance~ And to be with him forever.

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Nopes.. Far from it.

7. What are you afraid to lose now?
Him.

8. Do you believe in everlasting love?
Yeahh..

9. What would you do if HE/SHE hugged you?
Hug back duhh..

10. What do you hate most about famous bloggers?
Uh? Nothing..

11.What kind of people do you hate ( 2 kinds )?
Proud and those not trustworthy..

12. What is the silliest thing you have done in the past week?
To let the chance slip away..

13. Are there any songs in particular that you're addicted to?
Many?

14. Do you treasure your family?
Of course..

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
Dreams and him..

16. What do you regret most in your life now?
Coming to this world? :X

17. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Him? And those who care to be there.. ><

18. Are you happy now?
Nahh..

19. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
The type that's always there for them..

20. Would you do something (that you have always been afraid of) if the person you loved asked you to do so?
Most probably.

21. What are you crazy about now?
I don't know. (I'm bored of doing this quiz already..)

22. Who are the people who have stood by you when you really were at the worst point of your life so far?
Hmmm.. They know who they are.

23. What is on your mind now?
Where to go tomorrow, and how to solve the dance thing..

29 May 2008

11:29 PM

11:04 PM

Just some random photos..
Was eating with honey at Dhoby Ghaut few days ago..

Got free flow of ice-cream, coffee and soft drinks..
Hahas..

26 May 2008

10:59 PM

In this half a year of my sec 3 life, really make me think a lot. I just had a sudden thought of what my primary school teacher had said to my mum. It was something i agreed.

'cause my Chinese teacher asked me to join the higher Chinese class. As my results were far better than those in my class. But I rejected his kindness. Now that i think back. I felt it was a silly decision. I actually wanted to take it up. But i refuse 'cause i don't want to be an odd one out in my class. Especially when i'm a transferred student and have no friend yet.

My teacher just said, 'it's a matter if she wanna be a big fish in a small tank, or a small fish in the ocean.' i think about what have said for the whole day. I know as my character, i'd never want to be a small fish in the ocean. I cannot stand the challenge and stress i have to undergo, to proof everyone i'm capable. I need the achievements i can get when i'm considered a big fish in a small tank to keep me going.

In 2a3, i was able to cope with it. Though i weren't the top few in the class, i was happy with it. I was satisfied with it. And with the caring classmate and especially great form teacher, miss xu, i'd have no problem handling my problems. Stress are just like small little stones that are slowing down my pace. But i'm not affected.

But now... As sec 3's workload is adding on, the stress is coming from everything i'm handling, i'm drowning in it. I know the way i'm handling things now is making life difficult for myself. I'm taking things too seriously when it comes to him.

I'm taking on everything myself. Nobody's helping. Not even him. Not even my friends.. They're not even a listening ear or a shoulder to lean. The only way i could trust is to vent all my unhappiness here. But who'd ever care.

I just want a peaceful life. If i'm given another chance. I'd choose not to be so easily influenced and not choose to be in this class. It's not about the classmates. It's about the teachers and the challenge.

23 May 2008

9:36 PM

Hey yo!
I haven't been blogging for awhile uh?
A lot of things' happen around me.

Hmmms..
No mood to blog?
Hahas..
That's the only excuse i could use.
Or maybe 'cause no one's ever been reading my blog.
So i just keep telling myself, 'Nevermind. Nobody's gonna care.'
hah hah.

I just realise I'm more pessimistic than I thought I am.
And... It's not a good thing.
I guess?
><>

Then we just go walking around luhh.
I mean at different shopping malls.
Hahas..

Hmmms..
Oh yeah..
We saw this bird at somewhere near the bus interchange when we're going to IMM.
It's so weird.
Why would this kind of bird appear here.

Then me, the clever princess (whahahahas.. ), said, ' he escape from jurong birdpark la.'
Then they say i lame.
Just after a while then they realize we're in Jurong.
LOLS..

Then on the 19 of may.
9th month.
We went to watch 'made of honour'.
Actually wanted to watch 'what happens in vegas'.
But don't know what is it about so we decided to watch 'made of honour' first.
Then next time watch 'what happens in vegas'.
Anyway..
The show was nice.
Seriously..
The love story..
Though i guessed the storyline again.
But it's still nice k?!
xD

I just can’t find a story that’s different from the norm.
It’s like every ending seems the same.
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Compare it with my Sec 1’s work..
The drink stall aunty even thought I was sec4 and that was part of O’ levels k?
:XX

Aiya..
I better stop here.
I’m like nagging luhh..
WTH..

Oh ya..This is Xia’s art.

Hai~

She gets everything that the best.
I admit I’m envious.
So what?
I really feel that God’s not fair..

Lord..
I really can’t stand this anymore.
I need an answer please..

18 May 2008

7:12 PM

1. What age do you wanna marry?
Hmmms... 23?

2. What do you want the most now?
His LOVE~

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Myself? I don't know. :X

4. Who do you think in mind now?
Sweetie~~

5. If you have a dream to come true.. what is it?
Fulfil my dream in performing art of course!

6. What's your goal for this year?
Do really really well in dancing and join 'em at the arts school. xD

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yupps..

8. Have you ever broke a person's heart that he/she wanna commit suicide?
Nahh..

9. What kinda feelings do you like most?
Being loved..

10. What are the requirements from your other half?
As long as he love me and I love him will be enough.

11. What kinda feelings you hate most?
Being betrayed and talk bad about.

12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yeahh.. But always with the wrong method? ):

13. Do you believe in god?
Of course. Lord's great. xD

14. What's the most important thing in your life?
DANCE and HIM.

15. Who do you hope to be there for you always?
Sweetie~~

16. Who are important to you?
My friends and Sweetie~~

17. Who cares for you most?
Sweetie of course..

18. Do you believe in rainbow after rain?
Uh? I suppose so.

19. Do you think fate control you or you control fate?
For the whole of my life I was manipulated by fate.

20. What's love to you?
LOVE is not about being with HIM, but seeing him happy everyday is more than enough.
LOVE is about willing to making sacrifises for HIM.
LOVE is a feeling that cannot be expressed by words..

12 May 2008

2:41 PM

其实想一想，我很怕死。
可是这个世界太多的不愉快。
唯一一个可以真正解脱的方法，死。
就因为对死有太多的不知道，所以害怕。
什么我都试过，但在潜意识里都知道适可而止。
因为害怕知道已经死了的事实，因为害怕后悔。

这个世界有很多的奢华，贪婪，羡慕。
却没有一个可以让我们喘口气的地方。

难道就没有人可以赞同我的说法吗？

11 May 2008

11:21 PM

Jamie took and editted this..

11:18 PM

10 May 2008

12:29 PM

Went to celebrate MinWei's birthday today.
It was a last minute thingy so didn't want to ask others along 'cause scared they'll need to change their schedule 'cause of this thing.
Hahas..

'Cause Min Wei left her Si wa (What's this thing called in english? :X) at my house the other day, I brought it out for her.
Then she go put it on at a staircase eh.
OMG~~
How can so sui bian uh.
:X

We went to AMK hub.
I treat her lunch and my sis treat her to movie.
We ate at pepper lunch and saw Carrie and DiYa!
Hahas..
I fake taking picture of MinWei then shoot them in the photo together.
:XX

Then we went to get movie tickets and shopped around.
My high heels was super painful luhh!!
Ouch!
Couldn't stand the pain.
At first when i buy, the person ask if i wanna loosen the front a bit.
But I thought it was fine so I didn't.
Then in the end my feet was like steeping on the wrong part of the shoe.
Very uncomfortable.
)):
Then I kept exchanging shoe with MinWei.
And she said my shoe was very comfortable.
=.=
She say she's gonna get a pair of it too.
LOLS..

Then I really couldn't stand the pain already so we went to mac.
And saw a few new flavour of frappe, so tried.
I like mine, caramel coffee frappe.
MinWei tried Mocha frappe and my sis tried double chocolate frappe.
Both not so nice.
:XX

Then we walked to bits and pieces to see mothers' day present for ... .
But end up MinWei and my sis looking for friendship ring and my talking about wanting naval piercing.
But still got see the present.
All very nice, just don't know which one she'll like more.
:X

Then realised time's almost therele so rushed to the cinema.
Wanted to go to the toilet first and there's a very long queue, so used the one in the cinema.
And my leg was super painful, so...
I took off my shoe and run to the toilet.
:XX
Painful luhh!

We watched Dance of the dragon.
Frankly speaking, if you don't like dance you won't like the movie.
And if you haven't watch Forbidden Kingdom, I recomend that.
Nice Show!

After the show we went to couple lab to see see.
Then I saw a very nice handphone strap.
Thinking if I should buy for her.
But expensive luhh..
And don't know which one she like.
:XX

Now still deciding luhh..
Then went home by train.
Very packed la.
I didn't realise my bag was not totally in the train.
Then when the door close, my bag stucked at the door.
:/
Then everyone was looking at me.
So diu lian luhh.
UH~~~
Then the driver open the door again.
x.x

Then when we reached home we watched a horror movie on Channel 8.
Not very scary la.
Is the woman's attitude and looks only.
:XX

Oh ya..
MinWei's staying overnight at my house again.
YAYS~!

And and I saw this puma bag since that time i went there with daddy.
2 weeks ago?
Super love it luhh!
So nice.
I want I want!!
But so expensive.
I'm gonna buy my PSP, digital cam and laptop first.
From last year say till now haven't buy.
Mummy say sec 1 buy laptop for me till now haven't buy.
Always like that de.
Humphh.
:/

And some other photos here..
xD

02 May 2008

12:30 PM

Woots~!!

Went ice skating with Crystal and my sis today.
Fun!

Hahas..

Loves ice-skating.
Hees~

Then there's a group of ice-hockey players playing there.
Like think the ring is their's like that luhh.
:X

Then there's this guy who is with them de.
He's like MP3 player lor.
Every song that's playing through the speaker he can sing.

Then we went to play with a machine.
Like vending machine de.
But is for songs.
Select the songs that you wanna play then can play lor.
Hahas..

We select our songs already then don't know why the song didn't play.
We thought spoil le so just walk away lor.
Then he's sitting some where near the machine then he ask if we played the songs.
But we don't know he's talking to us so we just walk off.

We lean by the barrier of the ring and listen to the song.
He went back to skate and suddenly appeared in front of us and talk to us eh.
Say that just now was playing someone's Mp3 player.
Blah blah blah..
Then keep sing sing sing.
:X

I didn't talk to him 'cause I was SMSing.
Hahas..
He went one round then came back somewhere near where we're and shouted, '送你们东西!'
And brake.
...
...
All the ice and water splash out.
Luckily not a lot lor.
My hair got water one drop here one drop there.
Stupid guy.
But he's nice also la.
Help us with the song thingy.

Now pictures...

Oh ya..
That group of ice hockey peeps were playing with this stupid thing.
Skating in circle in the middle of the ring.
LOLS..

♥ Can see the circle? The guy's skating on.

And this girl.
Keep falling down de.
Don’t know where’s her parents.
Nobody helping her.

Then keep knocking into us.
My sis almost fall ‘cause she fell and slide and knock into her.
:X

♥ The girl that fell?
I taking picture of the circle then she suddenly fell and appear in the photo. :X

♥ What am i doing? Look like bird or what luhh. :X

Got one boy also keep falling de.
Then he stuck in the middle don’t know how to go back then shouted for help.
So we helped his back.
When we got hold of his hand he already fall le.
:X

So not our fault k?
:X
Then we brought him back le he just walk away eh.
Didn’t even say thank you.
:X

~ANGELA `♥

♥ 16o71993
♥ Fabulous 16
♥ Orchid Park Secondary School
♥ 3a2` 2oo9
♥ Christian~

♥ She can't live without him
♥ MUSIC is my passion,
♥ DANCE is my life!

Desires~

♥ I want to spend all the time I can with honey!
♥ DANCE~
♥ To learn all types of dance I want.
♥ Continue my passion for dance and performing arts.

♥ To have everything nice. xD
♥ To do well in studies.
♥ Naval piercing.
♥ MORE CLOTHES!!
♥ Black Clutch.
♥ Pink Converse high cut.
♥ Anna Sui ring rogue.
♥ MY COACH WALLET!!
♥ Dress.
♥ Bangles.
♥ Bikini.
♥ Heels.
♥ Photo Shoot!

♥ The class that ROCKS
♥ My sweetheart
♥ Adrian
♥ Angeline
♥ Azira
♥ Claire
♥ Crystal
♥ Farhan
♥ Hannah
♥ Isabelle
♥ Jean
♥ Joelle
♥ Jolyn
♥ Li Min
♥ Lina
♥ Renaissance
♥ Safwah
♥ Samantha
♥ Sarah
♥ Shi Qi
♥ Shi Wei
♥ Wan Teng
♥ Xing Xia
♥ Yee Suan
♥ Zhi Qing

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Editor: ~ ANGELA` ♥

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