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21 March 2008
I was editting some photos. xD     ♥ I bet she'll kill me when she see this. :XX But at least it's blur now. Kiss my tears away, will you? ~ANGELA ` ♥ Went to Bugis street and AMK hub with my sis just now. xDD Bought a lot a lot of things.. But all the while I'm missing him.. :'(( 10hours, 26minutes and 48seconds. Anyway, I saw a dog walking around the streets when I was in daddy's car. It's some where near Chong Pang.. But Its like very ke lian eh.. All alone outside, so dangerous. )): How I wish I can bring it home. I wonder how is it now. All the while its expression is like not knowing what's happening. Wandering around like trying to find a face or a place that's familiar. :((   ♥ Cute right? :((Then had bubble tea at Khatib MRT station.    I only stand there to have bubble tea then she want to take photo de. That's about all. Ta-Ta~ Kiss my tears away, will you? 19 March 2008
Why is it so unfair? :'(( When I did something wrong you get angry. But when you're wrong, I have to keep mum. You ain't keeping your promises. But I really love you a lot~ Kiss my tears away. will you? ~ANGELA ` ♥ 18 March 2008
爱很怪 Hahas.. I miss you~ ♥
Kiss my tears away, will you? 16 March 2008
Without anyone knowing. I'm here as much as I'm not. I'm not worthless anything, Just leave me to rot and die. I'm sorry I hurt you too deeply. I don't deserve your forgive. So, just hate me for the rest of your life. I guess it'll make me feel better. Kiss my tears away, will you? ~ANGELA ` ♥ Don't really feel like blogging. Post some photos alright? :XX I'm like talking to myself. x( Don't mind me. I'm in bad mood now. Don't you dare provoke me. I'll bite you. Some photos that Jamie took~ Hahas..  ♥ Ain't they cute? xD  ♥ Kiss~*I took these~ ^^  ♥ Shhh~ Baby's asleep. ♥ Fell asleep reading Falling leaves. xD  ♥ xDKiss my tears away, will you? ~ANGELA ` ♥ 14 March 2008
Hahas.. I've been reading it since yesterday at his house. I don't even bear to put it down when we're eating. Anyway.. I stayed at his house till really late yesterday. Around 1. :XX In average, I finished 1 chapter in 3 minutes time. But I only finished the book today. 'Cause we're eating, talking, etc, yesterday. Aww... So I couldn't finish. Actually I wanted to read Totto-Chan after this, then Falling leaves. But at the end of Chinese Cinderella, There's a part on her step mother's will. And I'm suppose to read Falling Leaves to know the ending. =.= But she wants the book as well. Ermms.. Taking it away for 2 days to complete the book, she won't mind, right? Hahas.. I guess I can finish it in 2 days, unless it's very chim. :XX Hahas.. Oh ya.. I was smsing her when I was reading. Talked about a book titled, A boy called Dave. The title gave a sense of deja-vu. Anyway.. I'll get it from the library when I finish my books. xD Enough of me talking about books. I'm kinda addicted to reading nowadays. Is it 'cause I used to like reading when I was in lower primary. But I hated reading when I was in upper primary. And now I back to my old self. READ READ READ~! Afterall.. It's a good thing, isn't it. xD Okay okay.. Said it's enough already. =.= I kept feeling giddy these few days. I wonder what's happening. Too much of high-ness? Any medicine to this? Doctor. Hahas.. I don't sound like myself at all. Though I am. It's Angela here. Of course, the real one. =.= I guess i'm having serious mental problems. Will any kind soul please send me to IMH? I'll be absolutely grateful. :D But I'll miss him. So don't send me to IMH, okay? OMG~ I'm really mad. :XX Okay okay.. Enough of this nonsense as well. Lets talk about something else. Hmmms.. How about an inspiration I've got from someone, like 1 week ago? Okay, this topic will do. I'm inspired by her saying Thank you when 'someone' say she looks like Jolin Tsai and is pretty. That one sentence makes me feel that saying, 'No no no.. You're prettier la. Hahas.. Really. You're prettier.' Sound so fake. Not humble. Not at all. So I've decided.. If anyone were to say I'm pretty, which I doubt anyone would, I'll smile and say thank you with confidence in myself. :D So don't say I sound weird. I'm just changing for the better. Another thing.. I'm always afriad of people saying that I copied them. In any case. Style, way of speaking, gesture, etc.. Now.. I'm telling myself. I'm learning from that person. I'm not being a copy cat. Not 'cause he/she aint a cat =.= But 'cause he/she is an example i feel i should learn from. Think about it. If you're bad or lousy.. Would I learn from you? I definitely won't. I know how to differentiate good from bad. I'm applying this for myself as well. By all means take my ideas if you think they're good. I'll try overcoming this.. Telling myself that it's good that's why people are using. Do I sound like I've grown up? Thanks to him. Now that I know how to think, I know how to take care of myself. Don't worry for me okay? Aww~ Now I lost track of I want to write. 'Cause I just got a bowl of noodles from her. Thanks. ^^ Aiya.. Let me eat while I refresh my memory. I really can't recall.. :XX Okay.. I'm back now. Talked to her for awhile. About school. Kept laughing. Hahas.. Hmmms.. I still can't recall.. Okay okay.. My thoughts are coming back.. Hahas. I suddenly get to know myself a lot. Or should I say, Who I guess I am. ♥ I'm the kind that know a lot. But can't express myself. I can't say a lot. But I do know. ♥ I don't have enough confidence in myself. I need to change. ♥ And and and.. Most importantly.. My ideas come and go like lightning. Aww~ This is terrifying.. I can't stand this. This second I know what I want. And not knowing what I'm actually doing the next. OMG.. Am I some sort of weird girl? I'm making myself sound like a weird girl. But I do feel I'm like that. What to do? Damn it.. I lost track of what I'm saying again. I told you. My thoughts come and go real fast. I don't even have time just to have a slight GLANCE at them. Pathetic me. This is a serious problem I have when I'm writting Composition. And the main problem I have that makes me pass only borderline. Teacher, It's not that I'm lousy. God made me like that. Definetely I have no intention putting blames on Him. In fact, I'm made different from others, by Him. Ehhh~ You might think I'm weird. I'm scared yet I'm talking about Him. Hahas.. I'm a Christian, okay? xDD AHHH~! I'm talking to her and I forget what I want to say again. =.= Forget it.. I don't feel like blogging already. Will blog again another day. Hahas.. ♥ I'm not mentioning names in this post. ♥ I don't know why. ♥ You'll know who they're if you know. ♥ Hahas.. ♥ Oh ya.. Can any kind soul please tell me the meaning of... Keeping our fingers crossed? Hahas.. Kiss my tears away will you? ~ANGELA ` ♥ 12 March 2008
We went to the party world at causeway yesterday. Before that, met Li min and Jamie at the mee goreng store near my block. hahas. Then they came to my house to change, with Cynthia. After that we waited for Jamie's mum to fetch us to causeway. While waiting, we danced at the void deck. xD That's cute. Hahas.. Then when we reached and started singing, i keep zou ying. Uh~ 'Cause 'she' is there. Then was like so stress that i don't dare to sing out, I kept holding back my voice. Then make me can't sing the high pitch. :XX Luckily Li min realised I weren't like myself. compared to the other day when we're there. I was glad that someone knew how I was feeling. Hahas.. Then I was able to relax and sang better in the end. Then Min wei came to join us after the prefect thingy. Her voice damn nice eh. :XX Oh ya.. 'Cause I went to pay the bill first. Then i showed Min wei how expensive the stupid wet tissue was. Then Jamie wanted to snatch the receipt from me then we went chasing around the whole level. Then when she got the receipt and she's dead end, she put the receipt into her ... . :XX Then we went to pastamania for dinner, aunty kept wanting to return me the money. When I rejected, Jamie stuff the money into my ... . Pervertic Jamie. :XX Anyway, after eating Min wei kept playing with her hair. Then looked like ghost. So we took pictures and played like mad at pastamania. xDD hahas Worst still, we went toilet to take video. A ghost coming out of the cubicle. xD Then halfway through shooting, Min wei go scared a girl from mac. x.x I mean, she's washing her hand there. Then made her scream. When we went to mac to get ice-cream, the girl got a shock again. hahas. Then Min wei went to squat in front of the ice-crem 'booth' and slowly stand up to order McFlurry. But sadly the person didn't see. Hahas.. And when we're at the carpark, she acted ghost again. Anyway, had a wonderful day with you babes. ^^ Okay.. Photos now, after saying so much about what happened. xD
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♥ Where'd you come from?
♥ Okay okay.. I feed you. You don't angry ah..
Kiss my tears away, will you? 10 March 2008
 ♥ We're those in pinafores. Xilin on the left and Eleen on the right. ^^ ♥ Love you babes. xD ♥ See how many people are there? x.x ♥ We're dancing in the middle of the walkway. ♥ See that? We're stripping. xD    ♥ Final pose~ ♥ Gathering~Thanks Fen for the photos.. ^^ Kiss my tears away, will you? ~ANGELA ` ♥ 08 March 2008
We all overslept today. :XX We’re suppose to wake up at 6 but nobody hear the alarm. Then wake up at only 8. :X OMG! We need to meet Jamie In her mum’s car under my block to tie our hair. But we all overslept. So don’t need to tie le lor. Then we rushed through everything. Bathed, dry our hair, etc. I was applying make up halfway when Jamie called and ask me to meet her downstairs. Then we continued with out make up and tied our hair in the car, with Chris kept on hurrying us. We thought we‘d just anyhow tie, ‘cause Bishan park won’t have much people. But when we drove past, there’s a lot of people! It’s actually a walkathon. And we’re suppose to dance in front of our booth. OMG! Then we hurried to the back of the booth and change. Nobody was standing behind. So it was fine. Hahas. Don’t think too much ahh.. Once we finished changing and apply a bit more blush, we started to dance. The grass was so slippery. I almost fall.. And this time I did better than yesterday. ^^ Then before we went off, we went to collect our goodie bag. Actually, one is of one person. But we took 2 each. :XX When we first choose what colour bag we want, there’s still a lot of goodie bag, it’s like just stocked up. But when we turned and wanted to leave, there’s a lot of people snatching over it. In less than 2 minutes, everything is gone. =.=  ♥ Ain’t they greedy?  ♥ Actually it’s for the lucky draw coupon. xDThen when we are on our way back to the car, we saw a dog that is very cute. Looks like a ball of fur.    ♥ MiniThen aunty helped re-tied our hair in the car. Thank you. ^^ Kept troubling these few days. )): feel so bad about it.. The heard Jamie say that she is allergic to her sweat. :XX Then she removed her rubber band and messed up her hair. It is nice eh.  ♥ Ain’t she pretty? xD ♥ Aunty helping Min Wei to tie her hair. But she don’t want me to take picture of her. ): ♥ And Min Wei messing around with the wet tissue. :XX ♥ Emo~ I'm missing you.. ))':    ♥ Some pictures from Jamie. ^^After that we drove off to orchard road to prepare for the next performance. Then aunty kept turning back to the wrong way. The way to CTE, to go home. :XX Hahas. Then we parked at wisma’s car park. Actually wanted to eat at Mac but lazy to cross the road. So went Food Republic instead. ^^ The spaghetti is nice. ^^ Hahas.. And we saw our ‘mothers’ at starbucks from the bubble lift. Hahas.. Then we gathered at the stairs in front of aspial where our booth is. ^^ The ‘mothers’ gave me a newspaper saying that we appear inside. But I’m cut off. )): I’m standing in front of Fen, behind Jamie. Why’s the space there but I’m not? :’(( Why why why? Hai~ Anyway, helped to give out vouchers again. Some people is just so weird. Told them it’s for free they still don’t want. I gave out 20 stacks. ^^ Hahas. I was playing around, got so high that I kept knocking into people. I told them to let us dance, but they say there is too little crowd. So I continued giving out the vouchers. Then I saw my schoolmates. I kept giving them vouchers. Hahas. Then they thought I was working as giving out vouchers. =.= somehow I was working. Hahas. I was still very high when they asked us to dance. There is a part where we mingle around with people. Then walk back to the center and start dancing. So I told Eileen to go grab someone and ask what they’re going to eat after work tomorrow. Then she don’t dare. Hahas. xD When the music started, the ‘mothers’ danced. I danced wrong at the kickboxing part ‘cause I felt like doing freestyle. :XX though I can’t. Hahas. Luckily Chris said there’s a request that we do it again. I was so glad to hear that. ‘Cause I want to repay the wrong steps I made just now. So we’re told to prepare and in 15 minutes, one more time. ^^ This time was a lot better. Hahas.. xD Then took pictures with Carol and the rest. ^^ To pledge a sporty lifestyle.   ♥ I should not stand beside Carol. She is too pretty that make me look so ugly beside her. )): Went home after that. So tired.. I just came back from dinner at north point KFC. I’m going to sleep already. Finally can have a good night sleep after so many days of tiredness. xD ♥ Suddenly have a feel of disappointment inside my heart. ♥ All these seems to end too fast. ♥ I am gonna miss all these days with you babes. ♥ I know I did not really do too well for this. ♥ Sorry, but I really did enjoy myself. ♥ Thanks Jamie for asking me along. ^^ Kiss my tears away, will you? ~ANGELA ` ♥ 07 March 2008
They say they’re late ‘cause the principal don’t allow them to go. Must submit a letter 1 week in advance. =.= But her performance is always last minute. How to give 1 week in advance. Crazy principal. Anyway, ‘cause aunty not sure if there’s place to park her car at Raffles Place, so we took cab there. ^^ Then when we reached, we went to the toilet to change. Then my sis suddenly say forget to bring her pinafore. We are so angry at her la. Costume is the most important of all. Moreover, after so many problems then we get to perform today, just because of her we do not need to dance le lor. I said at least three times, when we are at home, to ask her to put it into her bag. In the end, she still forgets. =.= Then have to trouble aunty to bring her back home to get the costume. ‘Cause we all need to prepare so can’t leave the place. ♥ Sorry to cause you so much trouble. )): Then we walked around the OUB plaza and give out vouchers. Hahas. Then we played around, running, dancing, jumping. xD Then we performed on the grass. When the ‘working adults’ are dancing, it’s so high... xDD sexy~! Then fen’s shoe flies out. Hahas. And when they walk off she fell. :XX Next time must be careful ah. ^^ And we kept cheering when they are dancing. ^^ Hahas. I almost got sore throat when I reached home. :XX Initially before our turn, I was very nervous. But when we started dancing, with all the attention on us, I kinda like the feeling. I didn’t think that much. I just try to enjoy myself. ^^ So, everything was fine. xD hahas.. Then went walking around to give vouchers again. ^^ and watched the video Chris took of us. Will post the video next time. It’s quite neat I think. xD After that we went to eat at burger king. At first, I did not like the food at all. ‘Cause of the beef, a weird smell. I do eat beef, but the beef here taste weird. :XX So I ate chicken. It’s nice. Hees~ ^^ Then we took train back to Yishun. We didn’t see which side we’re suppose to board and just anyhow board one side of the train. :XX ‘cause we’re dancing around the station and train. xD Then we saw a baby on train. So cute! Her eyes like wearing contact lens. So pretty. Jamie took photo of her.  ♥ Cute ya? ^^Then when we switch platform and took the right train, we sat down on the floor and sing. Sang very loudly. xD But I sang so so so badly. Lousy.. )): When we are back in aunty’s car, we drove to her house to get something for her singing performance later. Then I changed in the car. :XX Hahas. Then we talked about horror movies while waiting for aunty. Talked about ‘the haunted school’, etc. Hahas.. Scary.. I don’t need to sleep already la. :XX Then we actually wanted to sing at KTV together. But Jamie will be late if she join us. So, we went on our own, Min Wei, Li min, my sis and I. Sang a lot of songs. But I sing not nice de la. :XX Shall blog about the 2 performance at Bishan Park and Orchard tomorrow. ^^ Think about it yourself. Why we are so pissed off with you. You are asking us to do the things that you, yourself don’t do. You do not even want to set a good example. SO just, keep quiet and stop bothering me. You just do not know what your problem is and even if you know, you won’t change. I hate you! Kiss my tears away, will you? ~ANGELA ` ♥
~ANGELA `♥
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